After nine

Take a glass of wine,
for dinner just fine but we could have a little fun
baring all out into space filling the sky with our doubts
sharing those never healed scars and broken hearts of ours
before the film rolls projecting the never forgotten memories
showing how it all fall apart and leaves us in tears.

Me vs Anxiety

“Having anxiety and depression is like being scared and tired at the same time. It’s the fear of failure but no urge to be productive. It’s wanting friends but hating having to socialize. It’s wanting to be alone but not wanting to be lonely. It’s caring about everything then caring about nothing. It’s feeling everything at once then feeling paralyzingly numb”- Unknown