HONEST-LY

Tried difference names before
Curating myself on a broken mirror
Construct a beautiful being without body
With faces swaps of people from another country
Talking cool shit like I understand it
Wishing a life that could never have it
Ninety percent me the rest just bullshit
Honest-ly – who’d think I’ve done it?
Shit!
I did!
Thank God, I’m over it!
Just trying to have normal life people living in
Cause I’m sick being weird and called names and thing!

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Me vs Anxiety

“Having anxiety and depression is like being scared and tired at the same time. It’s the fear of failure but no urge to be productive. It’s wanting friends but hating having to socialize. It’s wanting to be alone but not wanting to be lonely. It’s caring about everything then caring about nothing. It’s feeling everything at once then feeling paralyzingly numb”- Unknown